The train station was a thing in Jt’s course. Remember?
I can’t type much now, ive got to go and cook, and focusing on the train thing for a moment, wrong place, wrong train, missing train etc, My question is, did you want to get on the train?
Sounds basic but i used to dream about crashes alot. Helicopters, buses.. well them. And i told my moon sister a dream once and she asked, did you want them to crash?
Cor… actually yes… i didn’t realise til I’d been asked. Then writing this now im brought to the idea of self sabotage. Im a fierce self sabotager…
I like to do that thing in the course, you know, the one about the 3 characteristics and their opposites. So if the hero is a concept, ok. But if it was a person, what are his characteristics and his opposites? Same with the kindly wife? Do that thing, just out of curiosity…
One thing i learned from the course abd i have to remind myself is when i awake from a dream, i automatically know the message, i know the basic thing about it. So i write it off cos i pretty much know. But when i do the exercises i forget that theres so much i don’t know until i really explore it. Things i come across that i think cor, i didn’t know i thought that…. but i do.
Nazis basically represent common sense, a rigid routine life. One im always running from . Cats are my familiar, my core being and are always found in dusty rooms long forgotten.. often they are cats from my lifetime. I choose to feel they are visitations from cats i loved. Just a hello from them in the ither wotld.
Forgive typos. Small phone and need to cut my typing fingernail
I’m reading a wee pattern in here about feelings of shock and outrage and horror… is that a thing in the awake world for you? Putting the imagery aside, where have you felt that before?
I also see a similarity in your talk of politics and how the people are controlled by a bigger force. Then i read about how you you and mum are in a relationship of she looks after you in lieu of you looking after her. Then a mouse with cockerel (or mother hen?) Legs standing over you and you’re the mouse… all looks linked to me.
I can’t guess what your imagery means to you but the first thing you wrote about was the working relationship with mum. Being at mouse level, cooking cockerel (mother hen ?) Toes, feeling horror… looking to nibble your way out from under her feet.. horror? Guilt at those feelings?
Do you have thoughts or feelings in you that you feel guilt about? Or thoughts you think are not ok to think?
I would fall down laughing if that was Corsham Court in your cover photo …
Lovely long posts Alex. I’ll reply shortly because i do love a chatter.
Imagine though… vast space and time on a world wide forum with only 7 voices and 2 of them from neighbouring towns… i think our church might be point. I forget
I say us… please may I genuinely ask from.me to you your thought processes because I genuinely don’t know what those thought processes can even look like. Take me there so I can unlock a thing in my head.
Aw Tim. I need Your help. This is a something for me.
Thank you for asking this cos I think this might unblock a thing for me.
I did the basic course. Life changing, no?
Then I bought the dream alchemy course and i….. didn’t want to do it injustice by going half arsed at it until I’d mastered the first learning
Then I read the encompass book, dud you read that?
Then
…ok.. I… have a massive blockage to.. imagining stuff… to do… with me.
I’ve got the most fanciful brain, ‘imagine a world where. ?’ Is my favourite phrase in the world and a world of people have learned that from me. But… theres a difference between using it on the world and between using it on yourself
So….I don’t know how
Can you help? What.. i mean…how….i mean ….I don’t even know where to start…. what do you do? I mean….how do you break down the thing where… I mean…
I don’t even know what i mean. Please can you tell me your bit? Help us visualise?
Imagine if like…mmm…. what if we had a safe space thread just for our dreams? What if we had like a thread where we can tell our own dreams and we as a group, can go through them just like you describe?
It’s actually quite a solitary place interpreting your own dreams, and in some revelations, maybe sad or maybe euphoric.
Wouldn’t it be nice to have a safe place to share and rejoice or to non judgmentally learn about ourselves and each other.